Diary Entries

Lately I've been thinking of converting to judaism. I've actually been considering this for a while, maybe a few years altogether on and off. Something about the religion really draws me in. I know I wouldn't be able to keep kosher because I can't handle diet restrictions, due to ocd and my past with having an eating disorder, so I'd be converting to reform judaism. I know it would be a long process but this just feels right to me. Once I'm ready I want to talk to the Rabbi at the synagogue near me.

Besides that things have just been so confusing emotionally lately. Most of the time I have no idea whos fronting. It's so hard to not know who I am ninety nine percent of the time. Things are just so strange all the time... other than that I have been eating a lot of figs!! Image of the day